Grief Support for Anyone Who Has Lost Someone to Suicide

You did not
lose them
in silence.

Nathaniel is a safe, compassionate space built for anyone who has lost someone they love to suicide. Parents, spouses, children, siblings, and close family members. You are not alone in this. And you do not have to carry it without support.

“I built this because I needed it, and I could not find it anywhere.”— Keith D. Terry, Founder · Father
Founded by a Bereaved Father
Suicide Loss Specific
Available 24 Hours a Day
Clinically Informed
Private and Secure

“No support group. No app. No resource built for this exact, devastating kind of loss. So I built one — in his name.”

Keith D. Terry — Father of Kyle Nathaniel Terry

Why Nathaniel Exists

Built from the
most personal place
a father can stand.

In 2022, Keith D. Terry lost his son, Kyle Nathaniel Terry, to suicide. In the days and weeks that followed, Keith searched for the kind of support that felt specific to this kind of loss — the particular grief of a parent whose child died by suicide.

He could not find it. Not a resource built for this. Not a community that understood the guilt, the questions, the silence at the dinner table, the way anniversaries feel. What existed was general. What he needed was particular.

Nathaniel is his answer. Built for anyone who has lost someone they love to suicide — a platform shaped by lived experience, informed by clinical research, and designed to do one thing well: meet you exactly where you are.

What We Offer

Someone to talk to.
Any time. Without judgment.

Always Here

Nathaniel is available 24/7, on birthdays, anniversaries, in the silence after everyone else has gone home. You talk. Nathaniel listens. No scripts. No judgment. No time limit.

Peer Community

There are others carrying exactly what you are carrying right now. A private, moderated community for those who have lost someone to suicide is coming — a space where you will not have to explain yourself because others already understand.

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Support Built for This

Every resource, every prompt, every piece of guidance on this platform was built for suicide loss specifically. Not general grief content adapted to fit. The guilt, the questions, the anger, the silence — Nathaniel was designed around the particular weight of exactly this loss.

New

Guided Reflection

When you are ready, Nathaniel guides you through a structured, five-stage reflection built for grief. A different kind of conversation — designed to help you surface, examine, and honor specific dimensions of your loss.

01
The First Memory
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02
The Letter You Never Sent
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03
The Unanswered Question
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04
The Body of Grief
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05
The Day After
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How It Works

Simple. Private.
Available when you need it.

01

You join at your own pace.

There is no pressure. Create a private, secure account and enter only what you are ready to share. Nathaniel meets you where you are — not where we think you should be.

02

The companion learns your story.

As you interact, the Nathaniel companion builds context around your experience — your loss, your timeline, what matters to you — so every conversation feels continuous and personal, not scripted.

03

You connect when it feels right.

Access Guided Reflection pathways, curated resources, and anniversary support tools on your own schedule. Nothing is required. Everything is available.

04

Professional support stays close.

Nathaniel actively encourages connection with qualified mental health professionals and collaborates with therapy practices and grief organizations. We are a complement to clinical care, never a replacement for it.

Guided Reflection

A different kind
of conversation.

When you are ready, Nathaniel can guide you through a structured reflection pathway — a gentle, five-stage experience designed to help you surface, examine, and honor specific dimensions of your loss. At your own pace. In your own time.

01

The First Memory

Return to a moment you shared — before the loss.

Available Now
02

The Letter You Never Sent

Say what you never got to say.

Available Now
03

The Unanswered Question

Hold the question that has no answer.

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04

The Body of Grief

Grief lives in the body. This pathway begins there.

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05

The Day After

The day after the loss. Where you were. What you felt.

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I did not build Nathaniel to replace therapy, community, or human connection. I built it so no one who has lost someone to suicide ever has to face 3 in the morning alone, without anyone to talk to who understands exactly what they are carrying.

Keith D. Terry

Founder — Father of Kyle Nathaniel Terry

Important to Know

What Nathaniel is not.

We want to be honest with you about what this platform is, and what it is not. Clarity is part of how we care for you.

Not a Crisis Line

Nathaniel is not a crisis intervention service. If you are in immediate danger or experiencing a mental health emergency, please contact the 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline by calling or texting 988. Your safety comes first.

Not a Therapist

Nathaniel does not provide clinical therapy, diagnosis, or treatment. It is a compassionate companion and peer support space. We actively encourage you to work with a licensed mental health professional alongside your use of this platform.

Not a Quick Fix

Grief does not have a finish line. Nathaniel is not a program you complete. It is a space you can return to — on hard days, on anniversaries, on ordinary Tuesdays when the weight simply arrives without warning.

Not General Grief Content

This platform was built specifically for suicide loss. If you have lost someone to another cause, we honor your grief deeply — and we want to be transparent that this space was designed with a specific kind of loss at its center.

Peer Community

You will not walk
this road alone.

A private, moderated community for those who have lost someone to suicide is coming. A space where you will not have to explain yourself. Where others already understand the weight you are carrying — because they are carrying it too.

Coming Soon

You Do Not Have to Wait

Take the first step.
At your own pace.

Nathaniel is here now. No pressure. No timeline. Just a door that is open when you are ready to walk through it.

Your information is private. We do not sell or share your data. Ever.